The time has come...

The time has come for a change. In Which i long for it. This is deep inside my heart that i must do somehting before anything will be too late. I'm not a genius, I'm not a rich guy, i'm not a special talented person, i just an ordinary guy, who also like you, struggles the 9am - 5pm life; and i wish to have some changes. Some changes in which can bring a revolutionary change in my life.

I felt God somehow spoken to me, I'm His servant who serve and who will serve this world. I don't know how to start and how to begin. What i know is i cannot be timid, i must be strong and courgeous. In which what God wants me to do.

Several i experince the crisis in which i didn't go through before. I felt frustrated, challenged and in the same time, paradox. I can feel the heartbeat inside myself. I felt that i must GO now if not i will regret for the rest of my life.

My father can't afford to take care of me anymore. Nevertheless, it's time for me to grow up, it's time for me to have dreams in which not only i fulfill my own dreams but also for my father, my family, my church and my heavenly father.

I must be strong and have the courage that what i will be doing will affect and change my destiny. I know i must depend on some bigger power to help me. I believe in God. In god I trust. When i say this, i remind myself that, in God i trust in which the faith inside me, the total character i'm possessing, the attitude that i'm carrying out everyday, it matters me, it become one of my responsibility to show that i trust in God. God can change anything, in me.

I may guide by the Holy spirit to teach me how to go further to way for God's will. I need to be sharp, delegent, and in the same time, i need to improve everything that i need to do something to change the current situation that i'm heading. I'm some sort like the author for Awaken the Giant Within , Mr. Anthony Robbins, in which i'm old enough, but i still felt poor inside, and nothign can be considered "achievement" in my lifetime. Lord, in my prayer, i want to change, this is the thing that i didn't tell others.

I can, I will, I must do this... The time has come...

前言

今天 是很特别的日子 因为我开始写着一个部格落。很多人会在这地方，创造自己的天空。我这有不同的想法；我想为自己留下踪迹，让我自己看见自己每一天是过的不一样的，是有意义的，是充实的，也是和神一起去经历的。我不觉得我是宗教狂热者。我只是认为我是真的重新得救，并且在神带领中正经历他的历练。很想就是能回首我是从一个怎样的人成为现在的我。我的想法，我的意见，我想出了我心中，要说的话，除了让上帝知道，也能够在网上放着。放着的目的
不是公开给大家看，乃是细细回味我的每一天，我的过去，和我的未来。

心中的一封信

如果说 我心中是一个空洞，有谁能够填满我？
如果说 我生命中有一个梦， 由谁能一起去实现？

我心中有一封未寄出的一封信 由谁能猜得透？
我心中要诉说的每一句话 由谁能洞察我？

只有你 在我心中逗留

你的手 打开我心中的信 唯有你能了解信中内容
你双眼 看见我疲乏软弱 唯有你能安慰心中忧愁

我的信 只有你 看得懂